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DEPRESSION, WHY ME... Why me ? Why me ? Why me? Why am I the one who should be hurt ? Why am I the one who would be left alone ? why am I the one who should feel this hurt in my heart ? In this heart of mine, there's no one who would understand ? Alone navigating through this pain and sorrow, I need someone who could help me, Help me fight this feeling. Depression, Because of you, I was left alone. Because of you, I was judged. You are the devil masked in angel, you hurt me. Every night is a nightmare to me, Every day is a trauma for me, My life is full of hurt, My life would be better if you're gone. Written by FAI MDZ

Hey guys, it's FAI here and I'm back to share a new topic that is...... VERBAL BULLYING As usual, I would start by giving some information that I've found about Verbal Bullying. Verbal bullying or bullying with cruel spoken words, involves on going name-calling, threatening and making disrespectful comments about someone's distributes like their appearance, religion, ethnicity, disability, sexual orientation and etc. This case mostly found in school children and teenagers. So to everyone please ensure that no one in your family suffer from this. There is a way how we can know that our children and teenagers are being bullied verbally. Firstly, the child or teen may withdraw from making any conversation or contact so that they can hide the fact. Next, they drastically became moody out of no reason and easily get angry. Then, they may feel like losing their appetite to eat or show a change of appetite. Lastly, they may ask you something hurtful that someone said ...

Hey guys, it's FAI here. How are you all? I hope you guys are doing great. My first topic is about relational bullying. I know that some of you know what is relational bullying but I'll just give a little information about relational bullying. Relational bullying is really common in between school girls, it doesn't matter whether it's preschool, primary, middle school or high school there will be this case. So if any of you have an older sister, little sister, daughter or nieces please beware of this case. Relational Bullying or bullying with exclusionary tactics, involves deliberately preventing someone from joining or being a part of a group, whether it's during lunch breaks, games, sports or social activities. Relational Bullying can be spotted on a child, young teen and teenagers by watching at their mood changes, withdrawal from peer group and a shift toward being alone more than usual.  I have experience this kind of bully for 8 years and it wil...

SELF INTRODUCTION HEY GUYS IT'S FMDZ HERE! MY REAL NAME IS UNKNOWN (cause I'm not telling) BUT YOU CAN  CALL ME FAI. SO I'M 18 THIS YEAR AND THIS IS MY FIRST EVER BLOG ABOUT BULLY, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY AND MANY MORE BUT IT'S MORE OF A PAST EXPERIENCE AND HOW I CHANGE MYSELF FROM BEING WEAK TO SOMEONE WHO BECAME STRONG.  I'M FROM MALAYSIA IF ANY OF YOU'RE WONDERING WHERE I AM FROM. WELL, AT FIRST I THOUGHT OF JUST KEEPING MY WAYS OF HANDLING BULLY, ANXIETY, DEPRESSION FOR MY OWN BUT WHEN I SEE THAT THERE'S A LOT OF PEOPLE WHO ARE LIKE THE PAST ME, I FEEL LIKE THERE'S NO HARM IN SHARING WHAT I WENT THROUGH AND HELP THEM TO BECOME BETTER IN LIFE.  I MAY BE YOUNG BUT I HAVE MY OWN SHARE OF EXPERIENCE AND SOME OF FRIENDS WHO FEEL THE SAME WAY WILL SHARE THEIR STORIES IN THIS BLOG TOO. SO KEEP READING OUR STORIES. THANK YOU. LOVE, FMDZ, FAI.